Out of Time

I seem to find myself on either one of two spectrums:

1. The Blog is already updated before work and I have time to breathe!

2. I forgot I had appointments and work and I have no idea what time I'll even be home tonight because being a glorified waiter means they never tell you what time you get off because it's a sadastic business and ho crap now I have to write a blog at 11:59 PM!

So - here's a head start on it. I've started writing at 12:06 in the afternoon, and will be leaving in five minutes. So - this will be finished -

- Extremely later. (8:59).

First off, I can't believe I'm actually home this early. Then again - the restaurant where I work was so dead I only served two tables, paid my own money to the company and then went home. (This is an entire rant, which I'm trying to be positive about, but can't really seem to keep up the facade. It's just plain depressing and sad that I'm actually losing money working at this place than I am actually making.)

Digress!!!


I suppose that today's blog should be something more proficient. There's nothing much else that I can think of to say.

Which means that I've burned myself out this week.

I work every single day - with just one job that pays me anything, and one that's taking everything I've already earned.

I'm trying to get back into writing, which is better when I'm at one job because there's nothings to do so I can write (was actually complemented on my neat writing the other day as well).

And I'm trying to manage my life, sort things out, and figure out if I can finally get a place on my own.

So - this week is simply me trying to figure things out. If there's anyone with a comment of their own to offer to this rather tedious discourse, please feel free to place it below.


Have a better week than the last one.